Closing Down Shoutbox

I'm closing down Papan's shoutbox. Since this blog's first published there has been plenty of comments posted on the shoutbox and also on the artwork itself. We really appreciate your support and we'd try to leave our reply to your comment.

In order to make things easier, more organised and easily documented, we wish to close down the shoutbox as all the comments there had not been well-documented or closely followed-up. Unlike comments on the artwork it would be fowarded directly to our e-mail account.

Perhaps it's better to stick to just one system for better coordination. Thank you very much for your support. Please keep in touch.

Below is a list of conversations that I'd managed to save from the shoutbox. LINK

Treasure Map

Title : Treasure Map
Media : Acrylic on Canvas

Size : 40.6cm x 50.8 cm

Painted by : Azhan & Zulkarnain (nine)
Year made : 12 January 2009

Edition : Original

Status : Private Collection

Description:

This is a map to a treasure hidden in the Dream Island. The treasure is marked with an 'X' and hidden deep in the island. To reach the treasure one needs to follow the red mark. The journey will first take them into a long dark tunnel. Then they need to cross valley of mountains. They also need to cross a lake full of sharks. Next they'd have to pass through a thick forest before eventually reaching the mark where the treasure is buried.

The painting is a an epitome of our journey through life. Everyone needs goals in life, even in preparing oneself for the afterlife. There is no easy way to achieve goal in life. There are a lot of obstacles in the journey but there's also fun along the way.

You may now be in your darkest moment in life (being in the dark cave) but there is still hope of coming out of it. Soon, along the route you will find fortune (pyramids) and must use it wisely to achieve your goal (cars or other material of wealth).

Having a good time (passing through the garden) doesn't mean that the challenge is over. You may someday lose track of your goal and trace back the right path (before you get drown and be eaten by the shark). You may also find other achievement during the journey (climb mountains). You may pass through a lot more ups and downs again several times (different height of trees in forest).

Again you may find another fortune (pyramids) but this time you are not using it to help you to reach your aim (a bigger house). So, this time the fortune turns out to be a distraction and avoid you from continuing the journey to reach for the goal (marked "X"). This shall be a reminder that the distance for achieving the goal is actually close in proximity but is unreachable if we become satisfied with the luxury that we currently possess.

"Whatever we want to be, whatever we want to do, we can do it, because we can. Go ahead, take that first step-just do it. The best of luck to you, and have fun along the way" Richard Branson

Story:

Treasure map is one of the drawing subjects that my boys love to sketch and scribble a lot. Instead of forcing them to do something that they're not used to, it is better to give them the opportunity to transform the rough sketches onto a big canvas.

The above description is philosophical view of a father looking at his sons' drawing. It is rather more amusing to listen to the artists' (Azhan & Nine) plain, simple, straight-forward explanation than complicated view of an adult. All I can say is, "Enjoy and have fun in the journey."

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Pattern Home

Title : Pattern Home

Theme : Dream Home
Media : Acrylic on Canvas
Size : 40.6cm x 50.8 cm
Painted by : Azhan

Year made : 12 January 2009
Edition : Original
Status : Available

Description:

Home is one of the places that put colours into our life. It leaves us with a lot of emotion and feelings into our memories. The "Patterned Home" is trying to capture these feelings through different vibrant colours. The combination of these colours will leave us with different depth of feelings that will take us into the house or pull us out of it.

The story:
The painting is based on Azhan’s earlier school work. He said it was based on a famous painter but he couldn't remember who it is and neither can I.

Instead of transforming the same pattern onto the canvas we decided to carry on the “Dream home” theme. So Azhan decided to draw a series of simple houses. Some with chimney and some without. Azhan insisted on following the exact colour composition like he did at school even using the gold colour!

He has now learnt how to control the paint by following the colour lines. However, the brush stroke of the line colour is left as rough as possible by being flexible on the colour line thickness.

Thru this exercise he had learnt the variety of colour combination and compositions. Unlike his earlier school work where pastel colour was used, this acrylic-based painting creates more exciting colour transformation whenever his brush mix with different colour in the line. I tried not to impose on a perfect colour line instead taught him on better hand coordination.

During the process of completing his subject, Azhan made a few mistakes but it turned out to be rather unique and instead of correcting it I decided to leave it as it is. As an adult I tend to strict myself to rules and perfections. But looking back at my son’s naive paintings, it inspired me how mistakes could transform into a masterpiece.

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Chop Yang Hilang

Name : Chop Yang hilang (the missing "chop")
Theme : Still life
Media : Watercolour on paper
Size : 59.4 x 42.0 cm
Painted by : Fadzlan Rizan Johani

Year made : 5 October 1997

Edition : Original
Status : belong to Johani Md. Zain (LINK)

Description:

"Chop" is a Malay Village traditional sharp pointed metal put on a hardwood and used to peel out the coconut skin. When the skin is peel out then only the coconut could be cut into two and abstract of coconut.

However "Chop Yang Hilang" (the missing "chop") is reflecting the missing "chop" in the picture. As you can see the only part left on the traditional simple machine is the hardwood where the "chop" should be.

Around this equipment were a lot of coconuts. All the coconuts are old and dry. Some of the coconut even grow on one tree and soon will produce more coconuts. Without the "chop" these coconut could not be processed and left to rot.

Right on the top of the picture is a few bricks left abandon. The amount of bricks laying around don't seem enough to build a house thus left useless.

In simple chronology the "chop" is represents scenario of losing someone who are very important for us or in society. The important person might be our father or mother, our boss, our teacher, our prime minister or simply our beloved one.

There is someone in our life that we need so much and depend on to turn us into useful person. Our parents are important figure who bring us up to become "Insan" (good people). The great teachers are those who teach us vast knowledge as part of preparing us for the real world. With our best skills and knowledge we'd then be discovered by our bosses. Even in the context of a country a strong Prime Minister is needed to use all the necessary resources (labour, materials, land, etc) in order to build up a country.

Without these important figure, "chop" in our life the transformation might not be possible. It would be a devastating lost and we would not be able to discover our best potentials hidden beneath our mind which is the main ingredient of the recipe for improving our life and others. The country could not be built if the people lost their country's visionary and unable to take part in building it. Lastly, we may be dependent to stand on our own but then there are plenty of instances where one loses oneself (represented by losing "chop") once he lost his mind and trapped between reality and fantasy hence become insane.

Azhan & Nine's Plates

Since Fadz has been frequently updating this blog of his and my sons’ art project, I’m tempted to contribute my personal views on our boys’ artistic attribute. Here is a photo of a plate of Azhan and Nine’s name which Azhan made a few months back. I’m not quite sure when or how did he make this wonderful craft using the usual ‘plastesin’. But I’m very impressed by his way of embedding different colours to form his and his brother’s name.


The unique feature about this plates is that even though they were made by the same person, somehow they are very distinctive from one another as if they represent the individual character of the beholder’s name.

by: Bed of Roses

DREAM ISLAND

Name : Dream Island

Theme : Dream Home

Media : Acrylic & Tempera on Canvas

Size : 60.0 x 50.0 cm

Painted by : Azhan, Nine,

Year made : 10 October 2008

Edition : Original

Status : Available

Description :

Some friends have already seen this picture on my other blog (link) as the background of the blog's December 2008 issue(link).However I have not introduced the work properly. Actually I've suggested for my sons to draw something about their Dream Home or an island fills with joy and happiness. This perhaps has aspired them to create this painting.

Several ways or techniques had been experimented in the process of creating this painting. In this "Dream Island" I was only the "colour coordinator" as I let my sons to freely express themselves. They got to choose their own colours but I would add a few extra bit of different colour for them to mix directly on the canvas. This perhaps would make the colours more vibrant and playful and at the same time teach them about the colour wheels.

Azhan did a very good job in drafting the outline drawing before they started painting on the canvas. He sketched spontaneously on the canvas using pencil. He has already developed eyes for details and added "tiny" detail which I bet he would have difficulty to paint later on. Just name things you'd see in a city and you'd be amazed to find that playground, school, fun-fair, airport and even a mosque, had all been squeezed in this tiny paradise island. Now, that's an intricate eye for detail for a 7-year old boy.

To my surprise in the centre of the painting he put a big structure like "Eiffel tower". Like any other iconic building (statue, religious structure, bridge) it will remind us of the feeling that we felt when we get to see one in our live or hope to see one. Or maybe in this case my son drew it simply because he likes it.

The Dream Island looks more interesting with the presence of smaller island with a light house built on and another island with house on it. Azhan drew them as he knows that a light house is needed to sending out signal to the ships heading for the island. He had even thought of linking the small islands together but forgotten to link it to the main land.

A lot of the activities in this island are heavily centred on the beaches. Obviously my boys love beach just like many other kids who simply love playing with water. Most of the activities featured such as sailing, surfing, scuba diving were painted as though my boys had actually experienced them before when in reality they had never done any of those. Perhaps, in their imaginative mind they think these were the "cool" things to be endured on a sunny day at the beach.

The other young artist featured here is Nine who added his touch on this painting. In this painting he drew the activities taking place in the skies. The sun, the clouds, aeroplane, air balloon and also the rainbow. Nine loves rainbow very much that he even put the same prism on the air balloon.

Another interesting element drawn by Nine is the clouds. The different size of them accidentally give some perspective and depth into the drawing. The clouds were also drawn in brilliant unique shapes.

In conclusion, Dream Island may be seen as the key to open the door into my children's mind where their hopes and dreams for their future reside. Every time I look at the painting it makes me wonder into my own mind of the dreams and hopes that would bring me happiness. There are dreams that may become a reality in years to come, places that are scattered in great distance on the globe, hopes that will always stay in our prayers, creatures that we'd never seen or touched, holy kingdom of peace and mercy and many more hopeful wishes that take up a whole lifetime to achieve...but somehow all of these could be brought together into one small dream island which in the actual is not only located very close us but also resides firmly in our mind and soul.

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Nine is 6 today!

Today is 8th January 2009. At approximately 11.30 tonight, our youngest darling Nine will turn six. Nine's given name is actually Zulkarnain but we simply like the nick Nine as it's easier for our little one to pronounce his nick. It isn't just us who prefer to call him Nine but his school teachers and friends as well. They thought the nick is brilliant as it's really short, simple and could easily be remembered. With this short nick, bubbly personality and most of all being the brightest among his friends, Nine is made famous at school. Believe it or not, this cheeky faced boy has been given Year 1 book when he was only in Foundation class because of his speedy learning ability. This year is the second time for Nine to celebrate his birthday in England. Unlike last year, when Nine wasn't sure what to do for his 5th birthday, this year Nine already has something in mind. He has been planning to celebrate his birthday at school with his classmates by bringing in some cake and crisp for his friends. Last week end, Nine kept reminding us to buy some crisps and things that he'd like to bring to school on his special day.

Since last Monday, Nine kept telling me the number of students in his class as I've told him that I'd bake cup cakes and decorate them for his birthday but he must let me know how many people I need to bake for. So, last night with some assistance from our little angels, we baked the cake and decorated it. And today, Nine brought all the 30 cup cakes to school. I'm sure Nine had had a wonderful time with his friends at school. It's a shame that we couldn't throw a proper birthday party at home for Nine as our place is too cramped even for small crowd. I just wish that someday I could afford to plan and throw birthday parties for our two boys...till then HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY NINE!!

by: Bed of Roses

MALAY LACEWING

Name : Malay Lacewing

Status : Sketch
Media : Watercolour on watercolour paper

Butterfly is going to be one of the beautiful insects to be included in my next series of painting. However, before I begin to make an abstract form of butterfly painting, I believe I should first study on the different species of this lovely creature first. My study may not include all the species but at least it’ll focus on the type of butterflies that will be featured in my scenery painting.

Among the butterflies that I would consider to be included in my study is Malay Lacewing. It is chosen simply because the butterfly carries the word "Malay" in its name. It is quite fascinating to find species by the name of Malay as synonym by people of Malaya. Furthermore the Malay Lacewing has very "brave" yellow, orange and red colour. The white "V" shape on the end of the wings also looks familiar to me like some Malay motif or pattern. Maybe our ancestors have a good eye on studying nature.

To colour this drawing, I started off with the yellow. And the final colour to be added is black. I learn that these black patches play a very significant role in pushing out or giving an extra brightness to the yellow. How fascinating! Then I try to colour the black first and leave yellow as the last colour to be added on. Even with only black colour on it, it still appears stunning. It is an extraordinary feeling to see the cosmic beauty of God’s creations even in small insects.

Malay Lacewing (Cethosia hypsea hypsina)
Genus: Cethosia Fabricius, 1807
Species: hypsea Doubleday, 1847
Subspecies: hypsina C. & R. Felder, 1867

Reference:

http://butterflycircle.blogspot.com/2008/06/life-history-of-malay-lacewing.html

http://stampsalbum.blogspot.com/2008/04/butterflies-of-malaysia-stamp.html

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STOP THE WAR !!

Name : Stop the War

Status : Sketch

Media : Watercolour on sketch pad

I'm supposed to continue with my watercolour sketch study on butterflies. Before I could start working on the sketch, I was looking at a poster given to me outside the mosque after Friday's prayer. Somehow I feel the urge of spreading out the news. So, I simply scan the poster and post it at one of my blog http://jalakmas.blogspot.com/

On the way back home from the mosque, my son asked me, "What is that, Papa?" I showed him the poster. "Stop the war?" he added. "Yes, Azhan. There is a war going on. War is not good, it's really bad. People get hurt and die", explaining to him as we walked home in the cold winter day. "Yes I know, we also learn about war at school. It is not good", showing that he understands the message.

Now, I had no appetite to continue painting the colourful butterflies. Instead, I make this quick bullet with blood as my "bit" in supporting peace and harmony. I believe war is not a solution and shouldn't be opt for at all whether as first or last resort.

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RUMAH DI TENGAH BENDANG

Name : Rumah di Tengah Bendang (A house in the middle of paddy field)
Status : Available
Size : 51.0 x 40.5 cm
Painted by : Azhan, Nine, Fadzlan
Year made : 08 October 2008
Edition : Original
Theme : Dream House
Media : Acrylic & Tempera on Canvas

Description : Living in an oasis Island in the middle of golden and green paddy field.

The above painting is called "Rumah di tengah Bendang" or A house in the middle of paddy field. This is one of our early attempt to create a painting together. My children had inspired me with their scribbled artwork. They helped me to bring back the joy and happiness in making a painting.

I had actually done the first layer of this painting on my own but soon discovered that I was too afraid and constraint myself with rules for perfection. I was not satisfied with the result and so asked my boys to improvise the artwork.

The sky looks more dramatic thanks to Nine's touch. He followed my intention but has a free and spontaneous flow on his stroke.

Azhan had reduced the detail on the trees and made the house just as simple as it is.

I still keep my original smooth brush stroke on the paddy field.

"Yesterday is but today's memory, tomorrow is today's dream." Kahlil Gibran (1883 - 1931)

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The blooming love

Happy New Year 2009! Hopefully we would all be stronger and more patience to face the next challenges to come. May this new year also be filled with joy and happiness.

This year, I would try to make a sketch or any study of art on a daily basis. The series of sketch study is aimed at improving my art foundation and skills. I hope it could then be used towards preparing my on going painting series.

On the night of new year's celebration, I'd sketched this simple brush and rose as a warm-up. The idea is about growing a Rose from the brush which symbolises the love for paintings that grows and blooms again.

To all my friends and visitors I hope you enjoy this picture and your constructive comments are very much welcomed.

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Let the expedition begins!

Picture: Penang first series 1998-shop houses roof.

There's an old saying, "Only talented people with artistic hand can make great paintings", but I believe everyone has their own talent yet to be discovered. I never went for pre-school and was brought up in the wilderness of "kampung" (malay village) with my grandparents in Penang. Thus it was rather late for me to be exposed to art (which is usually frequently done in pre-school) and only later on that I begun to discover my own talent. As soon as I learnt the meaning of the word "lukisan" (painting) I started to materialise this new found talent by sketching on the wall of my parents' home. I was then punished by my dad who got angry when he discovered the vandalism caused. Like many of us, my paintings kicked off with school homework.

I could vividly recall the moment when I started to fall deeply in love with art. It was on one fine day when I came home from school and saw my dad's brother there. After getting changed, I pulled out my homework and worked on the one that excited me most; portrait of my parents. The drawing that I made must have somehow attracted my uncle cause not long after that, he came to me and asked me to show him what I was working on. He then said that he could help me with my homework. He asked me any picture of my parents for him to use as reference. Soon after, he started to sketch something that eventually turned out to look exactly the same as the photo.. his sketch looked like a portrait drawn by professional artist. That was the very moment when I started seeing art as something beautiful. I was absolutely amazed by his talent and somehow felt that I could do the same, because at the back of my mind I kept thinking that if my uncle could do it so could I or so I thought.

Picture: Marine Life (primary school work)

Somehow though, it didn't seem as easy as I thought it would be to attain the same quality as the one my uncle sketched. Discovering how hard it was didn't put me off from trying my best to produce a sketch of similar quality. You see, I was only 8 back then and was already putting a very high benchmark compared to my ability as an 8-year old boy. I didn't care much about my schoolmates' painting because I was obsessed with my uncle's sketch. From then on, I gradually developed my skill and talent in art. My art teachers were the ones who discovered that my artwork were beyond the average of students my age and started to send me to art competitions. I never knew that my artwork was of high standard not before I was sent to join many art competitions. My parents were very supportive and encouraged me to be in art competitions. They even sent me to take part in Merdeka art competitions, family day art competitions, university's opening and many more.

This new found hobby started to influence my decision of becoming a painter when I grow up. So determined was I that I proudly write 'painter' in my school report book as my first ambition. Somehow or rather it all changed when one day we went up to my uncle's place. As far as I could recall, his home was a poorly maintained flat to live in compared to the terrace house we lived in. My uncle's place reminded me of my first year living in KL. We were forced to live in "setinggan"(slum) residential in Bukit Belacan with poor facilities that we had to endure with, which was far worse than the living condition in my "kampung". Upon learning my uncle's condition, I said to myself, I don't want to go through the same difficulties again and began to wonder why he didn't make any paintings? He's got great talent. But soon after I learnt that he didn't work as a painter because it is even harder to make a living as a painter.

The reality of becoming a painter which I'd just discovered struck me to think, "If one could hardly earn money as a painter, where on earth could one get the money to even make a painting?" My ambitions to be a painter came in second place then. Despite this new fact of becoming a painter didn't make me less in love with art. I still love making paintings. It was as if it is already in my blood, I could simply feel it inside me. I spent most of my times doing paintings. I wouldn't trade my heart with something else ever. If it was traded, it would feel as though someone is taking all my toys away from me. Now what should I put as my first ambition in the school report book then? I couldn't make a living by becoming a painter (but now with good advertisement and promotion, painters could actually earn good dosh) and I could end up living back in the slum. I don't know how or who inspired me to become an architect! My innocent mind thought that I could be rich by being an architect and this wealth then could financially sponsor my hobby; painting. I even thought that I could make as many paintings as I like. And the best thing about being an architect is that there would be a lot of drawings to do and this could be fun too...I wonder who planted me that stupid idea!

The question of what my ambition was had been sorted. I would not need to worry about it anymore. I could simply enjoy doing paintings. Since then my skills have improved a lot. I used my skill not just in making paintings but also pretty crafts. I love to be responsible of decorating my classroom and ensuring that everything is clean and tidy. Not long after that, I was appointed to be a class monitor when I was in Year 5. It was not a surprise that my favourite subjects was art lesson and I was always a member of the art club.

When I was in secondary school, I started to realise that my passion for art had further broaden into reading poem, wood carving, sculpturing, printings, and anything that relate to art. During this period, I started to save my school allowance and earn more money by selling guava, plum, and coconut drinks during the school holidays. All the monies raised enabled me to buy art materials of high quality which marked the starting point of me exploring all different sort of art materials and equipments. These new materials included a high quality paper, branded watercolour, technical pen (most people normally started using it when they're in varsity), dye, markers, oil pastels, etc. My favourite place to hang-out was our one and only Central Market (art flea market) and art store departments. I always asked the sales person at the art shop what each art material could be used for, and then bought and tested it my own. I also spent a lot of time looking at artist at work..I was always amazed to see them making painting there and then with people surrounding them.

Ever since I was in primary school, I frequently moved from one school to another following my father's transfer. My father works for Malaysian Rubber Board (previously RRIM). In total, I'd moved to 8 different schools (5 primary schools and 3 secondary schools). This experience exposed me to how art looked and practiced in various schools and states. In some of the school, I did murals on the walls. One particular school that really sharpened my skills was Sekolah Menengah Permatang Rawa, Penang, Malaysia. I was heavily involved in art club and elected as president. I was very close to my art teacher, Mr. Azhar who taught me a lot of techniques and all kind of media in art. We even spent the school holiday together building a huge sculpture of mushrooms that looked as though the mushrooms grew on a tree trunk. This mushroom sculpture could be used as a place where students could sit during recess or dinner time. That was also my first ever live constructions project because it required the use of concrete, steel wire and making foundations.

However, this heaven-like place where I really enjoy exploring and making art was not for long. Because of my excellent performance in our national test (PMR), I was selected to undergo a special programme in a boarding school (MRSM Jasin first special educational project). I thought I could continue my hobby and take it up a notch there. Although I could still join the art club, the equipment and even the participation were not very encouraging. It turned out that I was in a Science stream school! Art is not a priority. This broke my heart. But soon I realised that science is also necessary for me to become an architect. It was just that they put a lot of emphasis on science as if I were to become a doctor or an engineer. I then found my way to keep my art skill going by getting involved with class and dorm decoration, designing logo, being the design editor for school magazines and even decorating the sports team house.

Due to the lack of art materials in the school, I needed even more money to buy them. For this matter, I started to design and sell t-shirts. It brought me in touch with my skills of doing business which I love since I was a kid. My love for doing business was nurtured when I used to follow my grandfather buying stocks for his small shop and help him sell them.

Then when our final most important exam was over we were on a long holiday before being offered a place in the varsity. This was my golden opportunity to get back to drawing board. I started to paint on larger scale, with greater detail than before. I was back in KL and this gave me the chance to go back to the Central Market, art shops and started making visits to art galleries.

When we finally got our examination result, I was determined to go into architecture just like I'd decided to do since I was young boy. The good result achieved (thanks to my art subjects) guaranteed me a place in the A-levels programme which would prepare me for reading architecture in the UK. I absolutely enjoyed the A-level course. Everyone who takes A-level for Architecture must take Art subject...I just love it! The best thing about having Art as a mandatory subject is that the college must provide a proper art studio. I learnt more about our traditional art such as "batik" and transforming them into a contemporary art using traditional media. Those big canvas painting of contemporary batik were then made into souvenirs to all MRSM schools in the country. And during the A-level I got the opportunity to be on a proper art exhibition. The "pesona" art exhibitions was held in PWTC and that was my first art exhibition ever. Absolutely amazing! It was among one of my most memorable event in my life.

Our good fortune was not long as we were then told that we might not be able to finish our A-level because of the economic recession back in 1998. Despite this misfortune, we were lucky to be offered a place at the local university. In year 1 of architecture, I was amused to know that free-hand drawing was a part of our subject. It was a really basic art subject compared to what I had learnt in schools and explored on my own. Remember I wrote earlier on about my very first technical pen (profit of selling goods) which I bought when I was in form 2? Well, this equipment was only first introduced when we did our technical drawing. To me, the only new art medium taught was model making..lots of model making actually. The best thing about doing architecture is to understand design process. It helps me to develop my idea and turning the idea into a reality.

Soon after our first practical training at a real architecture firm (year 2000) I learnt that computer and 3D digital visual are highly used and more preferred in the practice. I also realised that it could save me more time and could easily update errors made compared to conventional drawing. I was soon addicted to this new "art medium" (3d digital) and keep my drawing to simple sketches. Thanks to the computer technology and my beloved partner, I found myself capable of coping with early married life with kids, working part-time, freelance and at the same time maintaining the 'A's in Design subject.

Picture: Sketches for poem tittle "Di Puncak Sepi"

One thing that I seem to neglect was to practice doing paintings. I had hardly completed a full painting. Most of them were sketches and rough watercolour. Deep inside my heart, I started to feel an emptiness but time was running against me and I needed to do something else to ensure my family's survival. Do you recall the moment when I was a lot younger and how I said to myself that being an architect could make me rich and the money could be spend on more art equipment? Well, how wrong was I. The money didn't come as easy as that! I worked hard day and night and through out the weekends in order to meet my growing family's needs.

After a few years of practicing architecture in Malaysia, I managed to secure a position in the UK. The firm where I currently work for teaches me to manage time better. As a result, I got more quality time. The quality time for me not just to raise my family but to start reading, writing and slowly start doing paintings with my two boys who fortunate for me share the same passion for art.

This is the elaborated story of my Art background and what I have become ever since. I hope today I could resume my journey in art and hunt back my precious artistic skills that I had abandoned years ago. The long narration above had somehow given me the most vital clue to hunting down the treasure chest that I had left behind. I made a promise to myself during my childhood to ensure that becoming an architect could help me raise funds for my art cravings. So today as the first day of the new 2009 epitomise new beginning to a lot of people, I would like to set off my very own expedition to fulfill that promise to the 8-year boy in me.

"We all know that art is not the truth, art is a lie that makes us realize the truth". Pablo Picasso (1881 - 1973)

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dakmatt He has to go for 6 chimotheraphy to kill the disease.More update on my website dakmatt.com
2009-01-03 2:53 PM

fadzlan thanks dakmatt.we pray for your father good health..
2009-01-04 12:06 PM

friendly cantik lukisan bro...
2009-01-04 11:48 PM

Tai KL Hi kawan, have tagged u via my wife's blog
2009-01-05 9:31 AM

Tai KL link
2009-01-05 9:31 AM

zamry thx for visit my site
2009-01-05 9:42

Tai KL can link me pls TQ
2009-01-05 9:46 AM

fadzlan hallo mr. Tai..thanks..I will put the link soon
2009-01-05 10:32 AM

http://azmanishak.com/ Assalamualaikum... i really love your artwork. I'll link yours using your STOP the WAR poster... thanks.
2009-01-06 12:44 PM

cybernetics mind Salam ...poster Pak Lan dah tersebar kat M'sia ni
2009-01-07 5:01 AM

Kreuger Link added. thanks~
2009-01-07 7:16 PM

DEn Blog hopping nice blog..
2009-01-08 12:11 AM

Valsonz wah.. kamu ada hasil kerja yg sangat menarik..
2009-01-08 1:31 PM

danial wow cantikn yerrrr blog
009-01-08 5:19 PM

izzzzzzz darhhh... menarek giler ini blog
2009-01-09 10:09 AM

Puteri Ezza Salam. Nice artworks
2009-01-09 11:26 AM

fadzlan thanks for your kind support..still lots of work need to be done..keep in touch
2009-01-09 12:32 PM

DEn Turbo Salam.. sudi exchange link?
2009-01-09 3:03 PM

Ridhuan suka la blog ni. very creative. i linked u
2009-01-09 4:12 PM

keghorl SLM SINGGAH
2009-01-10 2:47 AM

arkrab It is interesting to have growing childs. I have gome to the end of the road. Pray to have craetive grandchilds. InsyaAllah kalau sempat. SYABAS.
2009-01-11 1:13 AM

Kreuger salam bro... hope bro sihat dengan famaly. nice artwork... Dream Island... 100% pure real... aku suke betoi lukisan bebudak... truly magic ar~
2009-01-13 2:11 AM

fadzlan its really inspiring to see how pure their art impression..harap semua yg melawat dapat memberikan komem membina dlm post2 blog nanti..
2009-01-13 2:36 AM

fadzlan this will help improve their confidents
2009-01-13 2:40 AM

TOTE BAG very talented! those artwork dijual x?
2009-01-16 8:49 AM

fadzlan alhamdulillah..tak terror mana sgt pun..belum sampai tahap nak jual lagi kot..ada ka nak beli?
2009-01-17 12:30 PM

aliaajoe i suka yg dream island tu. comel sgt. if its affordable y not kn? hehe
2009-01-17 1:24 PM

Nazz Salam singgah yer...
2009-01-18 3:58 PM

fadzlan memang comel...sayang pulak nak jual.tgklah nanti kalau dah byk sgt painting tak larat simpan..bolehlah jual..hehe
2009-01-18 5:55 PM

NOOTB hey nice artwork..why dont you pay a visit to my blogshop and buy some stuff for your momma?
2009-01-19 4:18 AM

arkrab Terima kasih an9. InsyaAllah pak cik cuba ikut your dad yang creative tuu. Tapi pak cik dah kureng sikit. Mata dah rabun ayam. TQ.
2009-01-19 1:13 PM

mak cik ana salam, i'm not sure whether you still remember your makcik ana. anyway both of you shows talents in art. nice job.till we meet again in malaysia.
2009-01-20 12:10 PM

lady_deena ana, tx for dropping by. spread out this blog to friends. ta. send my regards to mak, abah.
2009-01-20 1:01 PM

Nur Salam kunjungan balas.. TQ cos sudi jengah blog saya.. wahh anak & ayah dua2 cukup berbakat.. Tahniah ye!! Rasanya ramai yg tertarik nk membeli..
2009-01-21 11:12 AM

eSempoi.com melawat jab..hoho
2009-01-21 9:36 PM

fadzlan selamat berkenalan...
2009-01-21 9:40 PM

fadzlan thanks nur..belum masa lagi nak jual...tunggulah nanti2.
2009-01-21 9:45 PM

renee nice..!
2009-01-23 9:27 AM

vrempire Wowww..that's very cool art by your kids you got there
2009-01-24 5:49 PM

http://azmanishak.com/ Vote To Close Blog: adibahahmed. Lakukan tanggung jawab anda sebagai seorang yang prihatin. TQ link is now Update. Thanks~
2009-01-25 6:10 AM

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2009-01-25 8:03 PM

zafreena Wow, what an art family!
2009-01-28 8:45 AM

fadzlan thanks zafreena, vrempire, renee..Really appreciate your encouragement. Please come again and review our work for improvement.
2009-01-28 5:09 PM

redza menarik laman web awak ni.simple tapi memang DBOM!
2009-01-28 11:01 PM

ma zul salam ziarah....salam persahabatan..menarik lukisan ini...terus berkaraya
2009-01-29 6:07 PM